guten aben blog,

i am still a little "tipsy" so i know if i tried to go to sleep id feel all dizzy n shit so i'm keeping myself awake. sup? i just uploaded pics to flickr, will check that right after i tpye this sentence. *checks them* YO WTF?? i seriously JUST uploaded them probably like 53 seconds ago and they already have like 4-5 views?!! hahahaha my flickr is blowing up??!!?? it must be marko??

polo>????????


......anyways.....



tongiht was fucking whack as hell. i have never (consciously) been to a "monster" party before (i guess i was at one over the summer but i will not divulge how that evening ended jk i will i puked on r . m.t.s car woo college puke drunk etc) but so i was expecting like packed dance hall , reggae , yknow, ed banger, drank specials, dancing alot, sweat, etc. "the usual" but like to the nth degree or some shit i dont know. espescially sicne it cost fucking $5 just to get in?!!?? so anyways. we were just hanging out all day after megan got off work at 5 so at like 9 we decided to go and just hang out there? i mean, why is it so un cool to show up at a reasonable hour at clubs in philly, or is this everywhere? its so annoying!!!!! why do people not show up until like 12:30, seriously, like, what do people do all day until midnight??????? i really have no idea!!! like, i guess, if it was a week night it might make more sense cuz ppl are in school/work or whatever, and don't get off till late, or something??? but on a weekend do they just like prefer to stay home at their own private galas and like smoke weed or some shit?


ok i guess ive wrote enough on that. anwayys, got there early, drank a pyramids worth of vodka+juice's cuz they were cheap i guess, was "tipsy" for a while and was really into the music being played but the only ppl dancing were some e-(cstasy)=girls (or so we assumed) so i was not really trying to be that girl that starts the dancing off, so we chilled. pplz showed up, we almost went to sal=amanders, but decided not to, tried to have fun, the DJ s were playing the fucking worst shit (i mean it was okay i guess but not for 12:30=1ish time slot, like i wanted to hear fucking bangers and they were playing mad corny 80s shit wtf!!)

then at some point i disscovered my secretly admirerered (like, not admirerER, admirererED like i'm the admirerer in this situation>)( was there, so i was totally fucking awkward@boys.org/asm and pretty sure he hates me!!!!!!!! WHATEVER!! *will brush shoulder off then quietly tears well up in eyes in corner and lower lip quivers* WAHTEVER will some day win his heart and will have beautiful inter religious children (*there go a hint if he is reading this???!!!???*) *WISHES SELF WASNT SO AWKWARD WITH BOIS* *realizes has awkward elemetnary-high school years to blame******


*overuses "*___*"s*



alright. So, all in all, tonight fucking sucked, ended in having to fucking search for megan who some how appeared at her house unharmed which is good, now i'm watning some chinese food but i KNOW that would nOT be a good idea at the moment, I don't know why I'm drunk cuz all i had in recent hours was one bottle of fruit beer oh well *is light weight**


COUNTDOWN TO NOT BEING A TEENAGER: 3 MONTHS, 1 WEEK


SEE YOU MOTHER FUCKERS LATER


, love,
lynn



WAIT,,,,,, HERE GO THE PICTURES!! <3 <3 :) :D













I HAVE NO IDEA WHO EITHER OF THESE PEOPLE ARE, AT ALL





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